hiiii...bbsters

4 hours till I see KIMMMMBERLLLLLYYYY! YAYUH!
So tomorrow I have to volunteer at this "HAPPY SMILES" conference at the Washington Hospital for work. Our clinic is providing free procedures for children who can't afford to pay for their biannual checkups. I'm excited because I don't work with kids often. Too bad I lied and said I had to babysit at 2 because I'm not about to organize supplies and files from 8-5. NOOOPE! Plus, Kim's here and uh, yeah. ENOUGH SAID TEHEHEHE!
School is grand, work is even better. Being busy is great. I get no time to think about how I'm secretly screwed about upcoming bio/chem classes galore. Next quarter is going to suck such a fat one. I dunno how I'm gonna be able to juggle calc, bio, the newspaper, work, blah blah. Good thing my social life sucks because that buys me more time. HAR HAR just kidding.

So, today is Friday and Fridays are my days. I don't have a full shift at work and no classes so I just love my Friday life. I WAKE UP AT 11 mmm... eat eggs and waffles, bath, go to jummah, and just bum around watching season DVDs. Currently I'm at the first season of the OC... because I have nothing else. Office is next... then perhaps Fresh Prince!? AHHH LOVE LIFE.

Has anyone been to the SOUTHLAND MALL!?!?!? OMGGG I went thursday night and that was seriously one of the scariest experiences of my life. I constantly felt stared at and at one point I seriously hid my purse under my jacket because I thought this big group of guys were eyeing it for daaayysss. They have this dinky first floor where the food court is at and man, never again.

Classes are way too easy, and I definitely messed up with not loading myself with any major courses this quarter. But I guess it worked out since I started working and this way I can fit training into my schedule. THIS IS MY EVERYDAY LIFE:
9-1: work/TRAINING YAYYYY
1:30-6: classes
7-9: work
at that point, we have no fun patients so I just sit there. OH AND! Our clinic uses googletalk to communicate with patients who have emergencies so I just sit there chatting away... cept I only have Chirag as a friend so that kinda sucks. OBVIOUSLY I have no life outside people's mouths, so while I'm at this subject, THIS IS MY BOSS. She secretly models on her free time:

CUTIE.

That song "GIRL ON TV" by LFO is how I feel about Justin Timberlake. SCARLETT?! JESSICA?! absurd.

The man is gorgeous. BYEEEEEE!

Between getting a new job (!!!!), doing well in my classes, Kim coming home in a couple =)!!, and everything just working out smoothly, life is goooood. Too bad my new job is going to be like another class. They have me buying books and studying teeth already. RIDICULOUSSSSSS but I love it. ok bye.

"It's completely impossible to find a guy who won't hurt you, so go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile. "

i loooove winter break. i haven't seen too many friends but i've been spending each day with the fam so it's really nice. i think i've blown half my bank account within these last two weeks on movie tickets, food, shopping, bowling, and snowboarding gear. man i really should've kept working this break but whatever. ANYWAYYYYYYY i want to see more people within the next week bc i won't see a majority of them till SPRING! ahh. oh and i really need to buy a camera and document my life bc i know you all secretly think i have no social life whatsoever since my facebook has been lacking new pic updates.
so monday i have an interview to work at the DE ANZA BOOKSTORE! but everyone tells me to not even consider it because it will hurt my rep greatly. i mean bc you know my reputation at de anza is hella high and all. but i never really thought it was that bad bc i was just hella excited to get discounted books and supplies and whatnot haa hwatever .oh by the way, apparently apricot scrub is bad for your face bc it scars it all kinds and thats what i've been using and i prolly will continue to do so but just a heads up. you would think after drinking like 60 water bottles a day my skin would be flawless but yeah its really not.
EID IS TOMORROW! cept it really doesnt feel like it =( but im still excitedddd and then its new years! which i will be spending with the cousins while the rest of the world is going hyphy but its alllllllllllllllll gooddddddddd in the hooood. i dunno what else to say except that i really am not looking forward to school =(! BUTTTTTT amina is coming home tonight so yayuhh.

I'm at De Anza right now. Today is Eid. I am spending my 18th Eid at De Anza...someone shoot me.

I missed Amina and Sarah so much so I'm glad we got to spent some time together. I'm still pissed. I didn't even get to wear my outfit that long. DANGIT this sucks SJDhfkjl fdf

The guy next to me is on myspace and looking at pictures of Tila Tequila... I think that's her name? That asian model who is never fully clothed. ever. I just called him out on it to make some conversation but he seemed pissed. I currently have 4 friends at De Anza. Everyday after my psych class I wait for Pavan to come hang out with me, but he takes his sweet freaking time and I'm standing in front of the library by myself for 10 minutes trying to look cool. It's HELLA EMBARASSING. But I still love De Anza. De Anza pride foooo lyfeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

I have a minute left on the computer. BASICALLY:

I love Eid. EID MUBARAK! I hate that I'm spending it here. But anyway, I hope everyone has a fun Eid. I HELLALLALALAL DID!!!!!!!!@!21111

ya know, this whole week was pretty crappy ... and then I watched the Law & Order SVU marathon and now...I love life. Oh man that show is awesome. I feel like such a nerd BUT OH MAN! I want to be Olivia Benson. She makes dentistry sound so lame and makes me want to be an FBI detective superhero. I'm going to make it a life goal to try and meet Mariska Hargitay and just hug her. She is the coolest woman on the planet.... well at least right now she is. AND! That woman is hhhooootttt.

gooooooodbye to..
kimstahs =(
work
relaxation
warm weather
friendss skjdhflskjdf
sleeping in
laziness
re-runs of laguna beach, tyra banks show, grey's anatomy, law&order svu.. etc etc
making money
late night ..stuff
fun
suuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmerrrrr

hello to
bio/chem galore
stress
looking ugly
a shitload of driving everyday
fscked up eating schedules
pimples
deanza. aka world of the brown =(
and all of that.

whateva .. what can ya do. onto more anti-depressing things:
i got the new jt album and i don't care what any of you pop-hating jerks say... it's ridiculously goooooood
that cameron is quite the lucky girl. and uhh britney isn't. who is making babies with his backup dancer. hahahaha! .. suuucks. ok that's all.

ps. you cool off to college kids... have fun! be safe. aaaand yeah... miss you guuuuys.

This is Fergie from The Black Eyed Peas:

This is Ellen Pompeo from Grey's Anatomy:

DON'T THEY LOOK LIKE LONG LOST SIBLINGS?! borderline twins
cept Fergie is like 45+ and pisses in her pants and is still convinced she's in her 20s.... that's gross.

so i rented season 1 of Grey's Anatomy. I can't say that I am completely hooked, but it's pretty high on my list of prefererred pastimes.

anywho, summer is good but i am such a lazy bum. all i do is wake up at like.. 11-12ish, have lunch or hang with a friend or something, come home, watch tv, go shopping, and go to work. i do nothing productive. i can't even sleep before 2am anymore bc i don't get sleepy. yikes that is all bad.

i'd say i'd start making a change but that won't happen so whateva. i'll live it up in the next 24 days of summer i have left. =(

and for all your meteorological needs, tomorrow will be 82 degrees with a mainly sunny sky. High 82F. Winds NNW at 10 to 20 mph.

I WANT TO GO TO THE BOARDWALK!

let's gooo

so sheikh left today. it didn't hit me at all when i first said bye... and then i came home.
berkeley people next. then sd? la? wtf when did this happen?

but worst...irvine =( skgdjksgf kfg hi kim.

I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING! this whole summer i was like yahyeah whateva high school was lame. who cares blah blah. but it was 4 freakin years. FOUR! that is a shitload. geezo

dang. i don't even know what to say. i'm sucha sap. shoot me.

so since i last posted.. i got pulled over =(, turned 18!, and saw alex from irvington three times? coooooool
thanks for all the bday wishes! whether it was phone calls, visits.. texts...MYSPACE/FACEBOOK MESSAGES (lame), whatever<3

dinner was fun. random group but no worries. and afterwards was fuuun stuff too. why did i not take any pictures? i have like 10 with the same 4 people in it. =(

i cannot believe that people are seriously beginning to leave for college now. it's so surreal.
i feel like i've spent the majority of my summer working, hanging with the same people, or just not living it up. and yet up until 2 days ago i loved it but now it's hitting me that i won't ever see some of these people ever again! and .. its really sad. and scary.
err yeah. leave it up to me to make even a legit reason of being sad somehow awkward.

ps. before i go i have to add that i am watching this with mother ashraf tomorrow:

KANK!!!!
and i'm hella excited :-[

freakin a! i hate facebook. i sent out this event thingy for my bday and it sent to pretty much all my friends on facebook... which includes people i hardly know or i haven't talked to in forever so how weird must that be ot get an invite for dinner and clubbing from me. awwkkkkward.
whatever .. the more the merrier?

i love you myspace

everyone feels like getting married tonight. i know of three weddings going on but i fell asleep right after work and didn't wake up till now sooooo there goes that.
but damn i'm hungry now

so the other night it was hecka busy at work so i was going super fast with the customers and i thought i was being really cool but i actually ended up returning something that wasn't even our merchandise. aka the tag was sewn on the dress (like the one back by the neck) and somehow the person made the tag look pretty real. anyway it was sooo obvious and i didn't catch it and i felt bad. AND! the man made his 10 yr old kid return it... that should've been a dead giveaway. i think he secretly knew i loved kids bc i hecka befriended that little boy too. so that was all bad... but my manager's really coooool so she pretty much just called me dumb but no worries. not really but that was basically the message.

i'm really really excited to turn 18. yeeeeee dkjhflhjg it should be fun. i hope so
i invited ms. porter but she's gonna bein GUATEMALA! i hope i still do that stuff when i'm like 144857 years old
ps. becca i need to still give you the gift she gave me to give you haha

my playlist has been on winamp and after 2 weeks it finally randomly played one of my fave songs. do you realize what a great feeling that is?
i hecka live on cheap thrills. my life is so lame.

so tell me why craigslist and craiglist are two very, very different sites...yikes
pps. craigslist=stuff you can buy.....craiglist=porn :(

hi jessica.. hi nikhil..hi sheikh.. hi saher.. hi lauren
i know you all read this. GET LJs ALREADY

eee so on monday, kim's work is having this thing where the workers have to have some sample or something to work on bc its like... a part of their job? i don't know. BUT! i'm getting highlights and a haircut for free and i'm brown so that makes me hecka excited. loooove kim for having hook ups<3
oh and maheen... DONT LEAVE!!! but good LUCK!

that's all. happy weekend? peace

( pics of summer. credit to those who i stole from!! )

because i feel like stating the obvious, it's fscking hot. my van kinda doesn't have a working AC, so i pretty much wanna kill myself all day, everyday. but it's the van, so either way, i love it. my dad is trying to surprise me and buy me a new car but it's hella not working bc he's pretty bad at hiding it... cutie.

anywho, it's hot. yday was another wedding and it was hot. but man, <3 pakistani weddings. i love being brown. i also love having a hella messy room (sarcasm) that i have yet to clean. but most of all, i love the beach that i have yet to go this summer so let's goooooooooo!

myspace isn't working (omg f my life) and i've been playing pacman and i forgot how it's the coolest gave evar.
i swear i planned to have some meaning to this entry, but i guess i don't.

ps. totally bummed that i missed out on kathleen's porn star themed party. hahahah.. out of place much? i think sooooo.

oh and because i have nothing better to do, today i figured out how i want my life to play out. err, if i could control it. which really, is so pointless but that's okay because i was bored.
so! i want to be a cute little dentist, who owns my own clinic. so that i can be flexible with hours and make time for my four kids.(am i seriously doing this?) three boys, and one girl. although that may be a bit much on the testosterone level, but i'll deal. i have yet to think of a name of my clinic. hecka wanted it to be GENTLE DENTAL, but some jerk already used that one. and my husband is going to be a cop. not really, i still need to figure out his job too. i'd say doctor or lawyer, but then i'd come off as cliche and a goldigger. haha but im not one to lie, so yeah... he'll be a doctor or lawyer. well, a neurologist. cooooool. and we'll live in a cute little waterfront home in foster city. much like this:

but that's not practical, so whatevs. and me and my husband are going to love to travel so every winter we're gona take time off to go places. yeeeeeeeeeeee. i am laaaaame. and i'm done.

gooooooooood night

happy birthday to the bestest friend in the whole wide world<3
all sappyness aside, you are more than a friend. you are seriously my other half and i love you!

damn, we used to be really ugly. but we are hot mamas now. hahahahaha. but i love you amina monodinko dinko. you are my backbone and we have gone through so much and GAH! this is so hard, but basically, i love you and don't you forget that. hope you have the best birthday EVERrrrr<3

man, for the past couple of days i've hardly been getting 4 hours of sleep. and there is so much to do everyday and i have no energyyyy fdsjkhfkjgh

i'm going to get wrinkles when i hit 20. COOL!!!
anywho, besides minor stressage, life is gooooood. online courses.. good! work.. good! aka my life so there we go

no more fitting rooms for me. which really, sucks bc now i can't just hide in there and bum around when i'm tired.
i work with this girl named ashley. and i said she looked like a hotter version of macy gray. and she said she was hella offended and wouldn't talk to me and i was helllla confused bc i thought she was a model? then i came online and searched for her and now i realize that if she said i looked like macy gray, i'd go pretty crazy too. that's the end of my story

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